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| hey guys...how are things going? well cheerleaing has started and things are going pretty good. I just hope that every one keeps up the good attitude and really trys to lift up people instead of bringing them down. It is amazing how much you can accomplish when every one works together and helps to encouarge.
Something that has come to me- well every likes to be told that they are doing a good job. After you have accomplished something that you have been working really hard for it is nice to hear people compliment you. Well for me now my out look is dont do things just so others will notice you it should be for the glory of God and now when some one says something like "hey good job" to me. I think to myself hey its all God baby. I tell you it is so unbelievable how great our God really is. During class or when ever my mind will wander off and it always ends of thinking about God and how amazing he is. There has been some tough times in my life i know there has been some in yours but think back to that time and look at you know. I know that i have learned soo much and have grow alot because of the things that God has taught through certain experiences. Sometimes a situatuon may not turn out the way we planned but hey God so knows what hes doing and i have complete faith that everything will be ok and so should you. When i hear about how some people struggle so much with problems and drinking and drugs and other things i sigh inside because there is so much more to life than all that stuff. But on the other hand i guess im not doing my job. I should be telling these people about how their life could be better and how there is someone in the world that loves them more than anyone else could ever imagine.
To the person reading this- i may not know what your going through or how bad things are or even how great things are but whatever your stance in life my be i must tell you life with God is amazing. He is a constant friend who never leaves you. To me thats awesome. No your problems are solved when you beome a christian but they are alot easier to handle when you have someone guiding you the whole way...and some one who wont leave you even when every one else does
Have a great week and of you ever need anything well you know where to find me.....
allison
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| i love this song. norah jones' songs have such a soothing feel to them its like when im feelin down or sad i turn to norah. good ole norah...
I tried so hard, my dear, to show
that you're my every dream
Yet you're afraid each thing I do
Is just some evil scheme
A memory from your lonesome past
keeps us so far apart
Why can't I free your doubtful mind
and melt your cold, cold heart?
Another love, before my time,
made your heart sad an' blue,
and so my heart is paying now
for things I didn't do
In anger, unkind words are said
that make the teardrops start
Why can't I free your doubtful mind
And melt your cold, cold heart?
There was a time when I believed
that you belonged to me
but now I know your heart is shackled
to a memory
The more I learn to care for you
the more we drift apart
Why can't I free your doubtful mind
and melt your cold, cold heart?
one of my favorite things about God is how he works in the strangest ways. |
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maybe its me....Ya know i have come to realize why i use to use this thing so much ...it is def. a venting session for me..its almost like ill lay it all out on the table and maybe some one will comment back with advice. well now is this time people shower this entry with comments cause boy do i need them. Every girl right now in on girls retreat with calvary but i am not for reasons i dont feel like expressing on xanga. .......ok i know excatly what i want to say but the words wont come.ever have that feeling??...cheerleading will start next week and oddly i am excited . I need something steady and routine in my life. Believe if or not i do like cheerleading and no matter how corny this may sound it has taught me more than anything i could ever imagine. Do you think you should change yourself to fit in another person who is seemingly better than you?? I cant wait until this summer. i want to travel so bad.. theres something when you are away from home that i love..its like hey no one knows me here so you can almost start over.
Tennis oh tennis .....
well while this entry may seem random and not really making any sense it is all i can seem to muster at the moment
until then
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